~* Done & Alive *~

I just came out from the exam hall 55 minutes earlier. I finished all the questions, alright? How much i will get and how well i do is another matter. One booklet has 8 pages and i could only use up to 6 pages. Some questions were same or somehow similar to those questions discussed in the class before. Even those sample answers took up to half a page to one pages. I do not understand how other people could ask for another booklet of 8 pages. I did flip through the pages few times to make sure that i had written whatever i knew before passing up the answer booklet. People who took another booklet really scared me. I told myself that i wrote enough and straight to the point, nothing left in my mind, whatever i knew had been vomitted out; hence, i could pass up the paper. Writing a lot does not mean granting one with extra marks, okay?

Alright. I am waiting for the rest to come out from the exam hall. Then, we will head to Mid Valley to celebrate Sharon's birthday. Toodles!

*~ Uno, Dos, Tres, Cuatro... ~*

Boyfriend fetched me from college on last Saturday evening. He told me that he saw a lot of Middle East people gathering at one place near college. But i did not know what was happening there.

Today, i had to take the shuttle bus back to the main campus, as usual, with Seak Ling late in the evening after revising for our next and last paper. We got the car and passed by Jalan Semantan and saw the policemen blocked the road to Jalan Dungun. We did not know what was happening there but it caused a massive jam.

Now, i know what had happened on Saturday and earlier on. Click here.

We were lucky. Right before the policemen blocked the road, one of the shuttle buses managed to turn into Jalan Dungun. Seak Ling and i were able to hop into the bus. Otherwise, we had to walk all the way to the main campus which was going to be tiring after a long day. We might also become the victims of tear gas along with the rest. But, the saddest part was we missed out the whole show!

Anyway, i am done with the shittiest paper of this semester. I did it in the shittiest way. I bet the result is going very shitty as well. I feel so relieved right now as if i have finished the final exam. The truth is i have another paper to go on Friday. Although there are only several chapters to be revised, those chapters are not easy to be understood. Just like English literature, this is accounting literature until the extent that those sentences have to be paraphased so that we can understand them in the simplest way.

I can't wait for Friday.

Oh shit! It also means that i am going to start working next Monday! Boyfriend is going to have all the fun without me. Sob sob... =/

PS: Boyfriend is so evil. Night At The Museum 2 is shown in the cinema earlier than Terminator: Salvation. But last weekend, i had to accompany him to watch Terminator: Salvation first. Unfair! :(

~* Stress + Stress = Damn Stressed *~

i received a call and then i made another call

it reminded me of my 20th birthday last year

that almost went cancelled

because i wanted to cancel it

after landed myself in frustration

the feeling is the same
the only difference is

i do not want to cancel it this time

i rather choose to postpone it

i could not!

but only to delay it

from morning to afternoon

i was feeling so mad

i was feeling so awful

making me feel like i'm going to be in a rush

or was it because i have prepared myself mentally

that it is going to be in the morning?

thus i could not take it when i was told to delay it
or was it because i am going to lose the few precious hours

when initially we could spend those hours together?

when a plan turns out to be so important or meaningful to me

why must it have so many blocks ahead?

does he even know how i feel right now?

*~ Crap Post ~*

Dearest the one who has the job similar to Santa Clause, but mainly taking charge of money or birthday wishes,

To sum it up, i have been a very good girl this year when it comes to spending. I seriously save up to get what i want. But until this moment, part of the money that i saved up had gone to necessity. When i mention necessity, i mean it! If not necessity, then it must be something extremely important. Partly contribution to my driving license. Buying a new pair of spectacles; i don't want to spoil my eyes further during this exam period. Going for a trip after the final exam. By the way, i study very hard too! Real hard.

I admit that i still splurge like nobody's business but it really happens once in blue moon, i swear. The spending is still within what i have saved. Lunch in college is just at mamak stalls having roti canai (the cheapest) to nasi goreng (4 bucks is the most); definitely lesser than the amount i spend on public transports everyday. That's why i tend to spend a little bit more during weekends.

Besides good surprises, all i wish for my 21st birthday is an Ipod Touch, something that i always want so badly. I don't mind if it is 8 GB, but of course, it will be best if it is 32 GB. You see, at least i am not asking for a Blackberry. Thus, be kind to me, drop me an Ipod Touch! Otherwise, drop me a few hundred bucks. I don't mind contributing another few hundred bucks on my own.

Yours truly,

Autumn.

PS: If this person really exists....

~* Bye Stress, Hi Stress *~

Bye bye, stress. After one week, i finally got the chance to meet him. Both of us are really busy preparing for our final examination but we manage to spend some time with each other. I always enjoy his company. Sadness and all those negative feelings will fade away very quickly whenever he is around. Afterall, i don't believe that continuously stressing myself to study will work on me.

Spending the last three days at home studying was not easy. Most of the time, i got distracted. I always felt hungry. I always felt sleepy. I watched television. I went online. I have the habit of listen to songs while studying. Songs may be helpful but at the same time, songs can be distracting. The distracting part is when i start to daydream according to what songs are being played. Good songs lead to good daydream. Bad songs lead to tears and frustration. I bet the same things will continue to happen for the next two weeks until i have finished my final examination. So, hi again, stress.

I also bet that i am going to gain weight during this period. Although i cut down the food proportion, eat during main meals only, avoid snacking unhealthy snacks and avoid eating oily food, i still take carbohydrates and just sit down studying for exam without exercising.

May God bless me.

*~ Cozy House ~*

Cozy House Restaurant at Great Eastern Mall, Jalan Ampang.

Choy sum in oyster sauce.

Green curry.
Reuben's favourite when he is there.

Fried squid in buttermilk sauce.
This is real good! Easy to be chewed, unlike some other squids. Reuben's new favourite after i decided to order this. The price of chicken and other meats there are the same as seafood. So, why not ordering this?

They also serve individual meals; from eastern to western.

~* Bye Bye, Stila *~

Stila is leaving Malaysia and tomorrow will be the last day for people to grab whatever is left. At first i did not really bother until friends of mine were getting so crazy over it. I got influenced. Who would not when the prices are slashed by 50% to 70%. After the discount, the prices of all Stila products are around the prices of other cosmetic brands that you can find at Watson! Anyway, i just grabbed its mascara and lip glazes. I still have the supply for the rest or i don't use them.

Now, i can study with peaceful mind. No more Stila.

*~ BBQ Pork's Birthday Celebration ~*

It was a belated birthday celebration for him at Pasta Zanmai, Mid Valley. Yes, he is 21 now. My beloved son, Char Siew a.k.a. BBQ Pork.

We were hungry; yet, we could pose for some pictures first before eating.



We were eating; yet, we could still pose for some pictures again.

He had eaten and he started the fun of attacking people.

As usual, camwhoring is a must.



I had never failed to 'molest' Char Siew's DSLR.




What's next?
I don't know.

~* Pasta Zanmai *~

Date: 15th May 2009
Venue: Pasta Zanmai
Occasion: BBQ Pork's birthday.

Pasta with salmon and sesame sauce.

Seafood pasta with milky sauce. This will be real nice if you love white sauce pasta.



Pasta with chicken in teriyaki sauce.

Mini scallop "pizza".

Pasta with tempura prawns.

Unagi rice!

*~ We Took Pictures At Everywhere ~*

Yesterday i went out with my high schoolmates. I had no idea when was the last time i went out with them. It was my last outing, i guess, before i get even serious with my final exam. We took pictures no matter where we were.

While having lunch.

While few of them were buying Stila products.



While the rest of us were waiting for them to finish purchasing Stila products.




While in a very nice washroom.



And while having tea.