~* Stress + Stress = Damn Stressed *~

i received a call and then i made another call

it reminded me of my 20th birthday last year

that almost went cancelled

because i wanted to cancel it

after landed myself in frustration

the feeling is the same
the only difference is

i do not want to cancel it this time

i rather choose to postpone it

i could not!

but only to delay it

from morning to afternoon

i was feeling so mad

i was feeling so awful

making me feel like i'm going to be in a rush

or was it because i have prepared myself mentally

that it is going to be in the morning?

thus i could not take it when i was told to delay it
or was it because i am going to lose the few precious hours

when initially we could spend those hours together?

when a plan turns out to be so important or meaningful to me

why must it have so many blocks ahead?

does he even know how i feel right now?